1. I am an orphan who has no family but i am blessed to have some beautiful friends and three beautiful children - two of whom are not with me but still very much in my bloodstream.
2. I am very aware of karma and believe in the higher being and believe that you should do unto others as you would like them to do unto you
3. I suffer from depression - so can be very reclusive at times - its been so bad at times that i have tried the unthinkable and still live to tell the story and i hope that oneday society will not condemn those that suffer from this illness.
4. I came to UK on my own when i was 12 years old - had no idea where i was gonna go and where i was gonna stay - i was picked up by social services and then went onto live with some horrible foster parents - i fucked off when i was 16 and started living when i was 16 and a half.
5. I am very misunderstood - my openness about my life often brings out the ignorance and stupidness in others.
6. I spent ten years in an abusive relationship - and i am healing only now - but i learnt a beautiful and valuable lesson - if a man dont respect you and feels that his hands should be used to cause you pain and he makes you feel like shit and he tarnishes you - leave - he does not truly love you....
7. i am stronger beyond my own belief but i dont credit myself enough and recognise my achievements. I have been through some shit and i am proud to say that i have not done anything grimy to get by.
8. i hate lies, deceipt, shallow and materialistic people.
9. I love the sun, sea and relaxation.
10. I am passionate about music, fashion and modelling. I model on and off but i have taken a break from it as beauty is only skin deep and i have alot of work to do inside.
11. I am in love in with someone and i know he is the one - but i have to accept that it is not meant to be.
12. I love to cook and feed people and have dinners at home where the food and wine and stimulating conversation just flows
13. I want to make this world a better place safer for our kids and better for the generations to come
14. Its me against the world
15. i love writing reading and books of all types and cheesy movies - hate horrors and would love to write a book.
16. i can be stubborn and hard work - once i make up my mind its hard for me to change it.
17. I wish i knew my father.
18. i have experimented with drugs and can say that the best drug to date is LOVE - cant beat it especially that unconditional love - that no questions asked kinda love -
19. I want to get married and settle down and be a good wife and mother
20. I don’t want to end up like my mother.
21. I am very real and humble - dont have the time to pretend to be something i aint! i am a tomboy who can dress up in pretty dresses and high heels but really i love my baggy jeans and timbalands.
22. I am trying to get to know me and love me and trying to figure who i am and what my purpose is.
23. I am grateful for the life i had and have, what is meant for me will be mine and i dont believe in measuring my happiness or equating my ultimate happiness by materialistic things - i am thankful to have my health, my limbs, my kids, my friends, my home and the comforts i have. i try not to wish for anything as i feel it is a waste of time - i believe that if you want something bad enough you will achieve it and what you dont - was not meant for you but it dont make you less of a person
24. i love having my hair and back stroked
25. I want to live a good comfortable life and want to see my children grow and become great people.
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