Sad

I stare at this blank page
Wondering where to start and where to end
Still trying to figure out
If you came to me as a foe or friend

So much pent up inside
So much that we try and hide
But sometime you know it has to be let out
Whether we scream or shout

Passing time does not always heal
The wounds hidden deep inside the surface wounds
No matter what we do, we still feel
we must play the game

I wonder where you are from time to time
Care about whether you are fine
Wonder if I ever cross your mind
Even though you are longer mine

The emotions deep rooted
Now I am weeding
The process needed
For my healing

We are neither what we used to be
But i dont know you
and you dont know me

Does our pride our id and ego
Hold us trap us inside
When are we gonna let it go
Or we gonna take it when we die

I look at your lips
do I wanna kiss you
But i see the lies

I see your arms
Wanna run and find comfort inside
But i just see your other charms
The other souls dancing round you

A sandstorm of emotion in a glass bottle
Can i throw a stone
so no longer can i feel this invisible throttle
Choking me from inside

I need to be set free
And I have the key
Deep down
and now I am letting myself be me

Can't communicate with you
Your other side has taken over
And there is nothing we can do