my apologies......

What's up good people...?! HOw ya good looking people doing.....

SO, its been a long minute since i have last been up on here and scribbled a little note....its actually been quite a busy few months.

As you all may know, my daughter moved in with me and its been a real roller coaster. From being completely absorbed with raising a baby, i suddenly found myself, on the otherside where i had a young child turning into a teenager! phew...

so i am learning now to speak teenage and understand but mostly learning how to apply rules and boundaries and trying to do this single handedly is no easy task, let alone trying to raise a girl in todays society.

i am learning though and its always as i say fun and games.

Secondly, i have also had various health issues, had a major operation in April of this year. i had an chronic stitch sinus that was literally poisoning me inside and was very fortunate to have had it taken out. it was a awful trying to deal with the symptoms and the difference i felt when i left the hospital after the operation was amazing!

Now i am trying to get to the bottom of the problem regarding my leg. Been suffering with a really painful right knee since about 2007 and this has now progressed to the rest of my lower leg so it is painful as hell....ok well i do not know what hell feels like, slight dramatisation, but you get my jist!

So in the year so far, we have also seen a change in government and so far, i am not sure where we are benefitting but i guess time will tell - the only direct effect so far on me, is that the degree course i was getting ready to commence in september of this year, was withdrawn, so now i am back at the drawing board, scratching my head. Its really difficult these days to get on to the educational path, however i gues, since i am still really unsure what it is i really want to do, i guess maybe it was a blessing.

also, have to say really proud of my son and daughter who both did really well in their last term of school and achieved some good results. I am really proud of them.

I can proudly say i completed the WHOLE Twilight Saga....oh my god! i really got into it - took me two days to finish just one book, and then i got my friend into it, and she finished all four books in two weeks....The love story was amazing and we did go do the whole movie thing with our daughters in tow - must say was really unhappy with Eclipse....expected so much but it was such an anti-climax....but i must say Eclipse was the best book out of the four...

Apart from that, have not been upto anything exciting at all this year...did try the dating game...but that is a blog i am still working on...so may be by the end of the year.....lol...i will have a tell all....lol

mwah xxxx